Monday, July 18, 2005

Aghhhh!!!

I feel like the biggest bitch in the world. I move to NYC in 4 days. I broke up with my boyfriend of a year, and now I already have feelings for someone else I just met and I can't control one bit of it.

And now, with four days left, I am building someone of a relationship with this person I met. And before I know it, I will be whisked away to NYC, engulfed in the rest of the madess that goes on there, possibly leaving everything and everyone behind.

And will I get there and regret everything I just did?

I can't figure out if everything is somehow falling apart or coming together. What is wrong with me?!

I am flustered and confused and NOT READY to move!! Eeeekk!!!

THIS IS MY QUARTER LIFE CRISIS!!

10 Comments:

At 7:13 AM, Anonymous Anonymous said...

Sound like you are falling apart. Give yourself a break and leave men out of the picture until your career is going. Men just cloud the picture. Of course, falling for another person so soon really doesn't sound good.

 
At 8:24 AM, Blogger Lil DC Diva said...

Okay. Stressed about moving and current situations, yes. Falling apart, no. I just got a promotion and am moving to the most fantastic city in the U.S. That is the last thing from falling apart. Sometimes things happen you cannot control, and this is one of those cases. I agree a relationship with someone is not good to start right now at all, but who are you to judge the situation?

 
At 8:32 AM, Anonymous Anonymous said...

WOW! Defensive! No one is judging!

 
At 8:57 AM, Blogger Lil DC Diva said...

Well if that's the case I read it wrong, deepest apologizes :-)Still though, the more I think about it, it appears that despite the swerve balls being thrown at me, eventually ALL things come together. Everything happens for a reason, and thank you for your thoughts :-)

 
At 9:44 AM, Blogger DC Cookie said...

The thing is, if you didn't make these changes now you'd regret it even more than not going. Whatever your gut tells you is what you should do.

 
At 9:48 AM, Blogger Sara said...

DC Cookie, you stole my words :-)

Seriously, Lil, regardless of what other people may say, you have to go with what feels right to you now. That's not to say that there will be no regrets. Life is full of tough decisions! But you only live once and you should certainly do what makes you happy.

 
At 10:52 AM, Blogger cuff said...

I'll do the judging: NYC is a great town.

 
At 4:37 PM, Blogger sprtsjunkie said...

Go with your gut. If it is meant to be than it will find a way. If you want a new relationship it will happen. No matter what everyones gut tells them who they really love and who they don't. Good luck

 
At 4:45 PM, Blogger Lil DC Diva said...

:-)

 
At 10:29 AM, Blogger Sonal said...

trust me...i know how you feel. i broke up with my boyfriend of 2 years after coming to college and then started seeing someone else immediately after. now...7 months later i am still regreting it and it drives me crazy. like you, i also dont know what is happening, if it's good or bad. i guess you just need to relax and try not to let it get you down. but you will definately have fun in NYC. i know i am. enjoy urself.

 

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